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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hurting

i am now so sad...
so so sad...so so so so so so SAD...
i was so happy 5 to 10min ago..
but y y ...
y do u wan to remind me of that...

remind me of wat i wan to forget...
remind me of whatever it is...
remind me of my sadness....
remind me of ..............
i am so happy this few day...
but why ... WHY....why do u wan to remind me....
why...
i dont wan to cry..
i juz wan to be happy..
i dont wan to cry infront of ppl...
i dont wan ppl to c how weak i actually am...
i dont wan....dont wan .... dont wan....
i juz wan to happy....
can i...
u all thk tt i am not sad...
but wrong...
i am more more sad thn who ever...

jaNet dont let ur tears drop...
not now.....not now..... be strong....
be stronger.....keep ur tears....
keep it all....
HURTING

posting

31 July..
in class now..
yaya..onces again...i should be doing my assignment..
u know wat ... i decided to redo my whole animation..
why....i oso dont know..
cos 1st the file got fater dont know wat..
which i cant open in the sch....ok WHATEVER....
thn redo lor..
redo may be would look better ma....haha..
thn do lor...next tuesday got to hand in..
wat the...haha...





30July
hmm...another day..
should be doing my animation assignment now..
but i did not do...need a rest la...
though i haf been like resting every day...
but doing work tooo....
any way....
haha...brought my son to sch today...cos need to hand in my 3DMRTL assignment today...finally..
i actually got no mood for it le la...though i thk our class is the only calss who handed in today...cos thy ask other class n some of thm said they haven finish...
whatever...haha....
drawing was fun fun fun...thought in the first oart i actually did not haf much mod to draw....
but at last i found it n draw okok..
haha...
thn liktt lor...
go club(again)..thn go home..
when guitar club to return the chairs...
thanx thm lot....thought there is actually ppl inside..n thy lok the club room...n let me wat there for more thn 30min...
whatever...



i love this pic...so so so cute...same as me...haha
a book tt i haf been reading...finishing it soon soon`` wat r u all doing.....
this is so so good...haha....

me n esther playing with the````ok ok we r still young...haven grow up...kk...




29July (no no me not sad....haha....but tis pic is cute...wahaha)
this morning 8am wake up le.. (i last night abt 2am thn slp)
coz going out with my parents...
go eat with daddy there de family ppl...
coz junjie kor kor going to go overseas to study le..
so gd right....
haha...his sister get back years ago from her studies in japan
and now is he le...haha..
korkor jiayou..
haha...
he going USA tt side...(i only know the chinese name...i thk so)
hmm...we all meet for breadfirst n thn talk there..
tt place full house...long queez...
haha..
thn the audlt start taking pic..
with their handphone...thn bluetooth here bluetooth there...thn kor ask us...i tot we should b more hight tech....haha...not them...
thn we talk around n haf fun..
gd to c tt junjie kor can go overseas..hope he grt well well there...n rmb to get back after his 4yrs of study n 1yr of working there...
all the best to him.....hope his english get improved after he get back from there...
haha....

the best....

we...the young one....

nnn....the tired one```

28 July
today is juz a normal day...
but janet got to do assignment....it would b dead on monday..
but some how janet did not haf any feeling at all...
mayb do too much le so no feling le ba..
or mayb i am really tt tired..
but whatever...
but i still do assignment till 2am in the morning..
ya..coz tml dont know wat time would reach home..

27 July morning
wahahaha...the day i haf been waitinf for SP Tunes..
thanx for those who msg me in the morning ... n it bright my days up..
wowowowowoooooo~~~~..
haha...
hmmm go sch for lesson..
haha..
thn ofcouse go club la..
cos is SP TUNES...!!!!

~~~SP TUNES~~~~
wowowoo...haha...SP Tunes is finally here le..
when to collect thgs..
haha....thn go audi..
thn dry run...thn event start..
the whole eventis so so so fast..
one by one they go on stage..
ang one by one it ends..
so so so fast sia..
though i felt tt i can still do more to make it a even more better event...
n i thk tt i like lost some thg in the event....
but whatever....
haha....
every thg when well well..
haha...
now janet got to said some more thgs..

got to thanx many many ppl....
got to thanx .....
my big boss--yi yang , boss--cch , pa--guo liang , chief--jim , big big bosss--junwei
thn got to thanx meh, aug, jasmine, earlene,deyi,MY WHOLE PA...
my whole BACKSTAGE ... my IN and OUT Side usher.....
my two photo men .... my finallist ... thanx every single soul who help up in SP Tunes here n there....
and ofcouse...

PROJECT COMM,,,,,
thaxn apple n derrick for being the MC's
thanx moon moon for borrowing the cam n do PA
thanx Zhuang Zhuang for willing to b the photogrepher
thanx Jason for rushing back to help me in the backstage..
thanx ah hong for helping me carry thgs n help in the backstage...
thanx wei wei for all the help in backstage n runnung around...
thanx ting ting for being the stage/VIP usher....
thanx marcus for doing the lighting...
thanx clariss for all the help on the way to the final...

really thanx u all alot..
janet is so so so proud of all of u...!!!
ahhhh...SP TUNEs...ROCKx...
haha..
got to thanx boss again for runnning here n ther to help me get thgs..
big big boss for the speach n time..
big boss for all the help .. without ur help i dont thk tt i can finish my event...or even do the event at all....
than aug for helping me in the money(bank in n out) and printing thgs..
thanx everyone..
i haf too many ppl to thanx le...too too too many..
thanx my PA..everyone in it who put in every thg...
than jasmine for every thg....thanx..
thanx meh...too.../
thhan thanx thanx every one..
got to thanx CADC for letting me b MC and let me chair this event...
iafter this event janet found tt she nv regrate being a MC..
n nv regrate joining CADC... cos u all created memorize for me..
great memorizs....
tt janet whole nv forget...

THANX....!!!!!!......
A MILLION MILLION THANX....
thanx GOd for letting me finish this event...
nv i know why boss(cch) and chief(jim) is so proud of their camp...even janet here who only chair a small small event SP Tunes...janet is aready so so proud of the whole event le...so u i thk u all muz be more more proud of ur camps right..
haha.....
janet here is proud to said tt she is proud of everyone in SP TUNEs....
GREAT JOB...!!!!....
TO everyone n PROJECT...!!!!!!!!!!!........
i got too mant thgs to said le....
but i didt know how to said it...
but all i wan to said is....
WE R THE BEST...!!!!....

got to thanx yi yang onces again...
u r the best....
get fulll fulll...n get to us woz.....
PROJECT...!!! WE R THE BESTthanx for every thg thnax everyone for coming n helping..!!!




26july (11.39pm)
ok ok..i agree tt i should not be blogging now again..
but really too tired on doing work le..
so rest abit la...
haha....somemore now aready so late le..=.=
hmm...moo moo is on the stage of paint skin..which i started this morning..
but as i do more prob kept coming up too...
lucky got ppl around me to ask..thn i also do till can rmb le..
so some how can solve..
plz no more prob le hor...haha....
need to thk of animate my moo moo into 4 extream post..
which i am still thinking..haha...got not real idea of wat to do..
whatever it is...i am going to finish it..
i thk tml cant do assignment le..so today got time quick quick do as much as i can..
haha...
if not later cant finish thn sure die le..
hmm...got time can type report too...
thn need do some =.=....rescearch..
whatever...
haha...ahhhh...going crazy le...i today whole day shout in class...i thk my class going to kill me le...i so noise..haha..whatever...
hmm....suddenly brcome so so sad again...

got to thanx every one who help up in sp tunes this few weeks..
thanx lotx..
if not i dont thk i can really mae it myself...
fren kept asking me....why u kept going club...=.=...
ok if can i also wan to d like u all....do assignmnet ... dont need to care so much thgs..
but tis is my duty...i should finish it...haha..
somemore giving up is not my way wox..
whatever....janet really got noo time for herself...
thk holiday=my day le..
can spend the time myself...so long nv do so..
haha....

ok...tml is event le..
SP Tunes is finally here..
after so many many month....janet finally going to c the final le..
dont know y actually i am so touch by this n feel like cryIng...
but ot to thanx those who let this happen..
from the start actually i was not tt believe tt there would b a SP Tunes final...
but as time goes by...i finally saw it...yup the thg tt i dont really believe would happen...
a final for SP Tunes..

pray pray....
tml everythg goes well...
pray pray...

whatever it is...gd or bad..i am going to face it..
though i cant believe tt i can walk so far..
one ...or two more step n there...i finish it..
going to ah..
wow...so so fast...
but know wat assignment is due fast tooo...
daed line is closer...
(5more min to 27 july)..
which means i got 1 , 2 , 3 more days my dead line...
ok 3 days n 5min more..
mon...got to hand in....
great ah..
thn janet can dont need slp on fri, sat,sun..
so janet after tt equal to...wat......
SUPER GAL..!!!
haha.....thn i can come save the world...
thn kill all those who cause trouble...
haha...
build more seats on the train...
haha...duplicate more janet out to do work..
thn i go slp...
haha.....
wox....after all the hillsssssssss of assignment..
i thk holiday coming le.....dont know if i still haf my holiday ma...
so long nv holiday le..
feel like going other countriess to walk walk...(GAL wake up would not happen de la....){would in my dreamss}
ok ok....

nw is 12 sharp sharp...(radio nw playing songs...abit high de)
my new day wish...
my 3DMRTL..get done n finish in a click (dreaming again WAKEUP...)
sp tunes can smooth smooth go go go....!!!
janet can b problems free..
janet can grow 5 more pairs of hand..

ok ok...go slp...my eyes close le....
okok.....pray pray...
after i wake up every thg done..
she is slpping again...DREAMING AGAIN...
yaya...sweet dream gal...

[I WAN go sWImMing...Who WaN gO..???]

HURTING.....

Thursday, July 26, 2007

post


okok...i should b doing my assignmnet now...
okok..i know i know tt i haf been resting the whole morning in class....
but i got do thgs wat...haha....atleast i am one step from ytd....
hmm.....watever it is i thk my class going to kill me le...
i can ask a simple question on n on n on again...
one question ask 10 tmes...
haha...i thk thy going to kill me le...
haha...
but i still like my class...so fun....
haha....we talk talk talk...play play play..
haha...ofcouse do assignment la..
haha....really got to thanx my class for bring so much happinesssss to my life...
haha....ah...thy also very very hard working....
so i muz work hard too..
jiayou..
haha...

ok ok morning cant really wakeup...
cos too tired le ma...hmm....thn pull myself out of my bed bed lor..
wat can i do....
thn on the train....got a boy(i thk 5yrs old) e mother tell him to said gd bye to the mother fren..
but he dont really wan..
thn i look at him n smile...he smile back....cool...
thn whn he going to alight..
he look at me...thn i look at him n wave bye bye..
he wave back....n kept looking at me..
haha....i thk the mother oso abit impress...
haha...this is a note to uncle who said no children would like me..
haha..
ok ok ...got to go back to do assignment le..
tired..
but jiayou.....



25july
wed...haha...ahhhh...wat am i doing..
blogging again...
i should b doing my 3D MRTL right..
but i got no mood le...dont know why..
where haf all my mood gone too...
may b cos i got alotx (most) dont know how to do...tt's y ba..
how i whis i can understand 3D better...
ok ok....lets talk about today..
i make sure i got it fast..
thn can go do assignment...
but first got to said so so so sorrry to wan ting and welfare comm...
for not being adle to go their event today...which was juz now..
coz this bz n stuoid n slow gal here need do assignment..
ok ok...starting....
2day morning in class...finally 3DMATL class got use le..
do assignment la...dont know got whole class to ask n talk too..some more when u c so many many ppl working u will oso wan to work more..
or fouce urself to do work do work..
haha...
but i didt meet my target...(at first can de...but thn...haiz)
ok ok...but me now trying to hit back okok..
but i thk cant le...cos i dont know how to do thm....WAT the...
going to kill myself..

thn go meet uncle eat...so sorry to make uncle wait for me...
he so old le still need to wait for young ppl (which is me) to come..
haha....
hmmm....thn go back for GEMs...my fav....
n u know wat...teacher said got gems assignment 3 to do..(which i actually aready know le)
n he tell us today 2hr finish it thn next wk can dont need go lesson..
n me...finish it in 2hr time..
wahahaha...(ok ok actually almost everyone finish it)
thn....i was thking if my 3DMRTL is the same (can finish it in 2hr)..thn i thk i wold not go crazy so fast ba..
haha.....
some more my gems is somethg...abit..ok ok alittl to do with 2D..
but u know 3D use up 10000000000000000000000 times more time thn my gems..
cant understand why Why WHY....
haha..
okok...thn rush to club..(again=.=)...
meet all my IC's for SP Tunes...
really got to thanx thm lotx lotx...
haha.....really....coz without thm janet sure die....may b aready die le..
but i thk thy also dont wish to c me die la..haha...(right right)
ok ok...thn wan go home n said for 1hr this words thn got to leave club..
ok rush home...spend my past 1hr 30 min trying to slove a prob...who is only haf solve....tml go ask c who can help..
hmm...thn thn...now bloging lor...

ahhhhh....5 day..
or should i said 4 day to the end of the world.....of MRTL...of DEAD...
ok it is not ez....but not tt hard tot...=.=
i MUZ FINISH IT..
n u know wat 2 day...or 1 day towards sp tunes (oh ya uncle is sp tunes NOT itunes)

ok..so...means janet got to call out another janet to do work also..ok...i wan PUT myself into 3D thn duplicate another janet out...
i thk 2 not enough...may b 5..
haha....thn put in manipulators, clusters, IK splines, RevFoot......and every thg...
haiz.....load janet driving on the left...thn whatever on the right..
thn parent thm...thn group thm...thn make sure thy move....
hahahahahaha.....crazy le...

ok i thk i do abit mpre thn go slp le..
tml 8am lesson....=.=
wat couse is this..-.-...
no life...=.=....


if wat ever is done can b solve by a sory...thn ppl would not get hurt..??

i am juz sad...ppl always see apart of thgs....did you all turn the thg 180 to c wat is really behind there...n understand how the other side of ur hand feel....
not till until u feel the pain...n found tt the real pain come from the other side..n it is aready hhurting till nothg can solve it le...
till thn doc would tell u.....cut it off....
let it left ur body..... be apart....not a part anymore....
by thn u woild really feel the pain again..not juz a pain...
but two...though the hand is heal....but the most hurting on is always unheal....
n if there is away to it......
i thk everyone would do so.....
true...??...??...







24july
here is the part two..
hmm....buing AF sam's friend got her a cake too...haha...
i thk she muz b very very happy abt her bday..
how sweet they r...haha.....
sam happy bday again...hmmm...

hmm...during AF teacher show us some cartoon..
which i thk was gd..love it lotx sia..
but u know wat..assignment for 3DMRTL is coming to an dead.._=.=_
ahhhh...thking of tt spoil my mood in watching it....
thn go club (ya ya again)..=.=
thn after tt quick quick..(actually not tt quick la)...GO HOME..
why...coz got to do assignment..thn got lotx dont know how to do..how i wish i can bring one of my classmate who know how to do back to m y home...thn got ppl to ask whn i dont know...
haha....
any way got a early night..
cos dont know how to do ma...=.=
not i dont wan...but if can ..can anyone come my house leave.....teach me how to do my assignment....=.=...






Tuesday, July 24, 2007

a no title post


Tuesday(Afternooon)
ok...after a long morning..
which i regrate not bring my text bk..
is afternoon le..
me n esther go collect cake4 outside the sch for emd n sam bday..
haha..
got to said..
a big big..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAM N EMD...
haha..
cool right eating bday cake in lab..
haha..
hmm....thn we haf fun fun fun with thm..
haha..












wan know wat happen..
thn actually cut cake together...
thn make their 'sweet wish' together..
thn feed each other..
haha..
how loving...haha.....(OS they not couple...)
haha...

after tt....we whn pack food back to lab n eat..
haha....(eat some more eat some more)....
hmm...thn do assignment again lor..
wat the..
hmm....haiz..no bk really diff to do..
sad sad..
got to thanx my kor who try to cheer me up..
n wan to talk to me..
haha...dont worrx kor...if i am crazy or gone crazy..
i will still rmb u de..
i would choose to forget some thgs..
but not the other..

now prayiny to god tt time can increase..
more time for me to do MRTL..
6 more dayz..
6 day...oh GOD can u increase it to abt 10 more day..
thn i can really finish it..
if not i thk i cant finish it at all ba..
now not even 5% done..
how am i going to finish.....
ahhhhhh..
n tt stupid thg kept running again n again in the back of my head..
making me more n more tired n sick..
ya....i cant really take it anymore....
cant take it any more le..

i wan to ______..
haiz.....nv di8dt i tell any one abt it...
but u know wat ...the more YOU FORCE me....
the more i WAN TO BREAK FREE.....
i guess no one understand it...ya...no one....



Tuesday..(morning)
ok ok..long time no blog..
i actually got write de..
but i juz dont haf the mood to click the post thggs...
haiz..
juz so so tired..

now is Animation class..
n teacher as the same came in n tell ue to do our own thgs..
on ya n whole calss doing MRTL..
cos 6 days later...
got to hand in le..
haiz..
n u know wat..
this cleaver gal here spend her dont know how long do de thgs is wrong de..
so now in class redo..
haiz...
cleaver right..
haiz..
rigging...my cow...
sound so fun but yet so tired..
i like till now do only 5% of it...haiz..
i thk not event 5%..
may be less...ahhhhh....
GOD HELP......

thn the whole lesson bloggong n doing abit of it..
n i am lost le..
haha....
dont know wat to do..
i should haf bring my book today...
haha..
whole class doing so i should do oso..haha...
do together dont know how to do got ppl help me...
haha....
and the class is always so so so fun...
got so many ppl talk to me..
teach me 3D.....wat ever i dont know...
the class would help me around...
haha....
best is if thy can stay with me...
thn this 6 days....
6 important dayz got ppl to teach me thgs or is there for me to ask n talk to
when i dont know how to do my rigging..
haha...
6 more days...
can janet be free from every thg...
no one caom borther me...
no one came make me anger..
no one caom trap me...
n let me be free alone...
i wan to be alone..
i choose to be alone...
live alone....
be alone....
for the rest of my poly life...
understand...........
assignment is not tt stress...
is some thg ...
tt is making me both stress n sad..
n making me not me ever sincce it.....



Monday
ok ok....today morning meet uncle come sch..
thn go drawing lessson..
fun there...
thn after tt is video..
i sleep throughout..
yup....only whn teeacher said u all can go do ur Vieo assignment..
thn i wake up n do..
cos i dont thk we can finish it le..
ya ya..
thn go club..ya club again..
hmm...go pass thgs to ms ang..thn go home le..

yas ya I JUZ WAN TO BE ALONE..
can i..
i am MORE HAPPY whn i an ALONE..
i can live alone.....
be alone..

wat is the boys doing in the drawing room...........???!!???!!!



Sunday
ok..morning wake up daddy bring us out....
thn bring me go buy voucher for SP Tunes...
ya ya...now thn buy...
who tell me to be such a bz person tt i didt event haf time to eat dinner or lunch...
juz too tired..
my brain is more tired thn my body..
ya...KEPT THKING OF THGS...
i wan STOP IT....
STOP ALL MY UNHAPPINESS....

n find my smiles back..
ya ya.....i haf not been happy ever since camp end..
yup...not tt me..
cos i felt like a cage bird...
locked up by_____________...
haiz.....the more n long it is the more locked up i feel..
yup...
I AM GOING TO BREAK FREE....

Breaking free....
the tall tall weadding cake ......
me n sis.....


Sat
stay at home the whole day..
do abit of MRTL..
thn do SP Tunes de thgs..
too tired to even talk..
Oh ya..
CAN U STOP it..haiz..
stop treating me like a cage bird..

at night go outside or lesson..
yup...lesson...
so long nv go le....
long time no c thm n i know thy miss me lotx...
so go c c c...haha..
hmm...thy r still the same..
felt so sorrx for suqi tt i didt go for the singing lesson/meeting...
as wat i promise before..
hmmm...but wat to do..
i wan sing with thm too..
but ias wat i told her....if i thk i cant catch up..
i would help her with backstage and PA instate..
together with daddy...haha..
thn next time daddy not free got me to do PA....
ok thn go home nv do assignment..
but go slp le...
tired..
my brain is..
my soal is...



Friday

ok today is SP Tunes de rehersal..
hmm...bz bz bz..
lucky video teacher didt show an shows..
so i can go off on 12pm...
hmm...thn go club thn rush to aud le..
tired.....
thn ofcouse have a dry run first..
hmm...not tt bad...
thn eat thn full dress...
got to said gd job everyone..
and janet really got to thanx everyone for helpping...
my backstage....PA....Usher.....Jim....YiYang..
haha....

got to thanx Yiyang..for helping in PA...
haha...
thn Jim...haha...for helping in the front ..
oh got boss (cch)...fro helping in the backstage..
guo liang for helpping in the backstage too..
thn go some yr ones who help up here n ther..
oh n the whole of my lighting group...
n the whole of my PA group....
GREAT JOB...!!!!
thn my MC's too...
AND ofcouse PROJECT COMM...
haha...

we have one more step juz one more to the firnal le..
so jiayou everyone...

ya....we left at abt 5pm..
cos got ppl need use le..
thn i saw some one..
a long time no c person...
tt calls back all my everythg...
haha...great to c ...
but wat to said....we sound like ...haha..
any way..
got to walk back to club..
thn do wat ever i need..
thn talk to my MC's..
till dont know wat time..
thn go home le..
daddy tell me to meet thm at hougang mall..
thn go find thm..
i too tired to walk haha...tt's y agree to meet thm...haha..
how i wish tt every day got ppl drive me to sch thn drive me home....
thn i can slp longer thn on the other hand reach home early..
haha...
any way i was so so so tired tt i go slp eraly..
but i cant slp cos i kept thking of thgs..
tilll very very very late night...
yup...
thking of***** **** ***...
yaya......

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

no title again

thursday
19 july

okok..me now in lesson..
rainning outside..
i wan go home slp..
teacher come in n said we can do our own thn...
gd ah..
but i bring the 500 pg of tk bk le..
gd hor..
haiz....
so SUPER HEAVY....!!!!!
haiz..

the bad thgs is..
ytd ehn i do my animation..
my lab top hang..(me going to hang it today...!!!=,=)
thn juz now whn i open the file..
can not open..
file crash...!!!!!
wat the...
haiz...
ya..
thy said is MAYA ..
so tell me go home c if my file at home can..
so...
pray pray pray..

GOD janet is a gd gal..
so gd tt she is gd...
so GOD..
plpz..
let the file at home be ok..
no prob..
plz..
plz....
plz.....
thanx GOD.....

ok hope my letter get to GOD..
send==send==send==send==send==send==send==send==send.....
hello..
is it send..
plz..
i spend dont know how many day n time do de..
plz..


wednesday
18july

ok ok..
2day 3D mrtl lesson....
haiz...
tell me buy n bring text bk..
but 2day did not use at all..
wat the hell..
so heavy ....!!!!
the bk haf 741+++ page..
wat the..
haiz..
best is teacher didt even said a word....
wat the...
thn tell me dont come la..
wat the..
3hr do wat....!!!??!!???

!!!!!.........!!!!!

haiz..
thn break time got no break but MLP makeup class..
go all around sch but cant find teacher..
haiz...
gd ah..
atlast found her in MLT12..
thn she talk..talk talk talk talk..
thn i run go GEMS.
cos need to hand in GEMs assignment..
hmm...finally..
janet finish..
actually i long time finish le..
cos i like doing painting..
on paper or in computer...
haha..
art n design is fun fun....
100% more fun thn 3D..
haha...

after GEMs go MLT12 for MLP..
ya ya...
again...
thn shin n andline wan play UNO..
thn i sit between thm..
so ended up..
this cutte n gd gal janet..
play wif thm ..
n in the lesson..
i didt really listen at allll....!!!
wahaha...=.=
thn muz well dont go right...=.=...
ok.....
thn go club..
find ms ang..
thn thy all so gd..
play in club..
haha..
but c thm play is more fun thn i play..
coz i skills not gd..
haha..

wox...lucky it didt falll on my hand...!!!

ok ok ... it is not falling.....

ahhhhh!!! it falll...........

thn Kor treat me eat ice-cream..
than liang liang kor kor..
haha...
haha...
hmm...thn...
got a old UNCLE...
snatch my ice cream...
whhhhhhhh!!!
haiz..
by the way..
UNCLE... Own money pay money..
where is my $4000...!!!??!?!?!..

me n kor...

thn tt UNCLE got my bag n walk as if he is a super model...
ok let u all guess who is he..


UNCLE plz pay ....$4000 tt u own..
if not...
this picture would be print in A1 size..
n put in SAC.....!!!
hahaha..

now the ans is here...!!!!this is tt super model..ahhhhhhh=,=


Tuesday...
17 july
haiz.......lesson ended le..
n it is 11am.....
i com sch for wat....for nothg...!!!!..
ahhhhh.........!!!!!!!!
thn nw cant go home..
cos later 5pm got SP Tunes de GM..
haiz..
go...
i be gd gal lor..
do my dear moo moo..
now he look better le right..
haha...
hmm...
any way..
me abit tired..
i believe the more i said i am tired the more i would....
so..
i would not said i am tired ..
haha......
tired tired......=p
hmm.....thn now gd gal me...is doing my work..
haha...

my cow...moo moooooooo``````
GM for SP Tunes....
thanx everyone for coming..
haha...
than yiyang wox...again..
and all the yr2 n yr3 for coming....
haha.....
thanx for all ur support.....

hmmm...after Gm is MC's meeting..
ok ok camp coming le.....
ok ok...
assignment DEAD LINE coming...
ok ok...go home go home...
oh ya ..
thanx project n my boss..
for helping to cut the ticketx....
haha...
cut all all all of it leh...
wox.....
so so many...!!!!
haha...
so touch....thanx thanx..
hmmm......thn go home lor..
so tired(ooppiss...)

10pm reach home....
eat...(liktt sure fat de)
thn slp le..
cos to tired to move any part of me..
n dont know y...
my whole boby from head to toe...
hurt.....

hmmm.....but my soul hurt more....
yup...
sob sob....
hmmm.... i have been reading this bk...
it had a cover page...tt i like...alotx..
the pink one is the front n the blue is the back..
two ppl nv meet..
if god fate it tt they nv meet...