Tuesday 27 may

well..as wat i always do on tuesday..
i am still in school now..
ytd watch coffee prince till too late..
thn i tis morning can't really wakeup..~

well blog about today...
hmm..
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i guess i got nothing to blog about too..haha..
today is AS lesson..so is FYP lesson for us to do fyp..
so..
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ya ya...
hmm...but gd news...!!!..
my story for fyp is finally settle.. =)
coz teacher finally approval it.. =D
wahaha.. XD
half of the stress is suddenly gone sia...
super happy..
clap ppl clap for me..!!!!..
wahaha...

so after talking wif teacher about where to improve the story idea..
i when to edit it abit..
thn after that when to do concept art for fyp..
wahaha..
can i said i am happy abt it..
heehee..
anyway i thk i did not do much of the concept art thggy today..
coz i cant really concentrate to it..
thn blogs n other thgs kept attracting me to look at thm instate..
haha....
i whn to take this....

You Are a Chocolate Cake

Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.

What Kind of Cake Are You?

well...i am a chocolate cake leh..haha...

well who is addicted to me..??..haha..

well i am already glad to know tt ppl still rmb me haha..

i saw rain outside now..

so..

guess i cant go run outside sch today le ba..

guess only can go gym run le ba..

nvm nmv nmv....

well ytd is a gd day to said..

lesson ended at 12pm ytd and being a gd gal i stay in sch to do thgy...

thn meet up ss to do NDP thgy..

well i really hope tt the thgy would be approval..

i suddenly see how hard it is to plan a 27sec thyg..

yup 27sec...not more not less..

haha..

well i really hope tt after it i would learn n grow more...

this few days ppl kept asking me..

janet wat would u wanna do or go after u left sp..

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i really dont really really know..

not tt i did not thk abt it..

but thn....

after 3yrs of thking..

i still thk i love the stage more....

love being able to dance as much a i can from morning to nigth more thn now..??..

crying..

yup i should be..

i really miss the old days whn i am in sec sch n pri sch dancing all day long...

skip lesson...

juz dance ..

skip lunch..

do this n tt to b able to dance..

but thn...

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i really miss the old days.....

well now whn i look...

i really dont haf any strong point or anythg...

i thk day dream would be one if u allow it to b put in the strong point list....

24 n 25May (Sat,sun)

today morning wakeup v.early....
sat leh..i still wakeup early...
coz i wanna watch coffee prince..haha...
still thking should i but ipod nano...
ahhhh....feel like buying it sia...
but thn but thn...

anyway today meet stun 3pm at pasir ris coz going early to yiyang 21st bday de chalet..haha..

hm...i took train there though take bus is faster..haha..
but thn ttake train oso got it's gd point...
i like being in the train more thn in bus..haha...

hmm..saw serene at the train station...
she slim down alot sia...

i was too early whn i reach pasir ris so i when shopping..
saw a lot of thg tt i wann buy..
lucky tt i nv bring too much $$$ ..
haha....
when to buy card...thn after tt meet stun...

we all reach v.early...
saw someone playing an mobil piano...
haha..
super cool...

when in the chalet thn rest there for awhile...
have some fun..
stun is really stun..haha..
we always haf stun every where..haha...

hmm...as we are staying over night..
so after everythg we whn to play the fireworks...aiya i dont know wat it is call..
i got burn on the hand by it....
but nvm...

after tt whn back to the room..wanna slp de but they wanna play card game..
i nv play the game before...but the game was gd n ez to learn..haha..n was fun to play too...
after tt at 5am finally wanna go slp..
but thn some of thm wanna go watch sun rise...
feel like watching de...
but thn juz lay down so feel like laying..
so nv go...

next morning wakeup..wake everyone up..
thn after tt stun + deyi help ourself all inside yiyangs van..haha..
actually though it was hot or warm inside...but i thk we did some how haf some fun ba..
liktt is call stun de fun..haha...
after tt reach yiyang house tgt..
it was 11am thn...ahhh...
nv haf the time to watch REM...ahh..
(ps. REM is one of the show tt i did during ITP..=D)

after tt thn tgt to eat breadfest..
thn whn home..haha...

thank yiyang for invinting me...~
i really haf lots of fun there..
haha...
all the best to ya...=D


reach home watch coffee prince..
thn slp for 3hrs..
thn wakeup do abit of assignment..

hmm...oh ya i give up on buying ipod nano now..
i feel like crying whn i told adeline that i am not buying..
ahhh...crazy me..
haiz..
but nvm...
i got a bigger dream to make first....
haiz..
ahhh.....
going crazy le la..............=(

I WAN MY IPOD NANO


life is Simlpe....
life is Short...
life is Small.. BUT....
life is Strong

23May (Fri)

morning i jump up...
lol..
wow super late...
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thn ohya...
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today is friday...
so is afternoon thn got lesson..haha..
when back to slp thn after tt suddenly got a neew idea for my FYP story idea...wahaha...
happy..but hope tt the idea could work...=D

hmm...today meeting stan to go back to big comm to collect my itp pay for april and my OT..haha..
yeah...~
but i dont thk i am going to spent it ba...haha..=p

when back.. kenny they all said i look different..haha..
thn after talking then know ya i look more happy n my smiles is brighter...haha..tt's y...
yup.. ..
hmm...when for lunch with max and andy...at great world
ofcoz tgt with stan too..haha..

so fast whn i thk back...

the first time i step in for interview...
the first time i step in the company..
the first time i write an email using bigcomm email add..
the first time i create trouble...
the first time i saw my name on the credit roll..
the first time i when to great world for BIA...
the first time i talk to ...
the frst time...
the first time...
to many first time during ITP..

but thn super fast wox...
now ITP finish le..haha...
super super fast...haha..

oh ya after lunch me n stan whn to buy yogurt ice-cream at great world..
yummy...
yup i brought ice-cream again...haha..

after that whn for lesson...
ahhh...ipod nano..
i really feel like buying..
adeline got fren can help buy cheaper one..but thn i got to give her the ans fast..
ahh...i really like ipod nano lor...!!!..
saw it for awhile thn some of fall in love to it...lol..
got $$$...but thn i got a bigger dream...
so need to save to $$$...lol..
ahhhh....
how..
haha..
aiya dont thk so much first ba...

after sch whn to celebrate jasmine birthday...
hApPy biRtHdAy jAsmIne...
hope u do enjoy ur bday...

after tt we whn for shopping tgt...
beautiful thgs really attract my eyes alot...
Esp purple thgs...haha...
some more now is great singapore sales...!!!..
ahhh...i am going to go crazy le...

reach home thn watch coffee prince...

but before doing so...
i did finally finish typing my ideas for FYP...
hurray...~


22May (Thurs)

Today got ECI preseations...
we all wear yellow for it today..
look like bees i know..haha...
but we still belongs to "nest" de ok ok..haha..

thought got not much $$$ le...
but i still spent abit of $$$ to buy yogurt ice-cream...
super nice...!!! ^^
yummy...
life should be liktt ba...
easy and simlpe....




after lesson when for running..
yeah i got my new record..haha..
i run till far far abit le thn stop..haha..
yeah..!!!..
i hope that i can continue...
Janet jia you..!!!!!...
haha...

hmm..sometimes ppl should thk more for others...
bring less emotions out for others n hurt ppl ba...

end of day~
tired..
sleepy but happy

21May (Wed)

Today is the mid of the wk super fast wox..
today is a simlpe day ba...nothing much to blog about for today...=)
stay in sch to do the ppt for tml de ECI presentations..
ohya adeline passs us back our $50 for the assignment for ECI that we put in..
wahaha...super happy to see the $$$...
coz i this few dayss really no more $$$ le...lol..

Haiz super stress..
how brown cow now for my fyp story ideas...??..

20May (night)

When t o gym to run juz now...
coz it was too late for me to run outside the sch..
hmm...not bad la running in gym...
but i stil hope that i can run outside sch..haha..

20may, tuesday

i am currently blogging in sch now.....
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I really dont know wat to blog about today..haha..
coz today come sch for only one lesson..
tt is AS..n it is for us to do our FYP de..lol..
so got lesson n no lesson for now is about the same..

let me tell u all something gd..
hmm...fyp..
the story idea teacher said not tt gd..
so today we thk again for new idea (me n my grp leader)
but thn...haiz..
the idea so ..haiz..
i thk it cant really work..
so wat did we do in the end...
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nothing....
lol..
really stressssssss over it..
it is juz a story idea n we cant settle it..
it is like already wk6 le leh..
n we still can go on to our story idea..
haiz..
how cow brown now...!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh.....
stupid..
so stress so emo..
i am going to go crazy le...

haiz...
plz...let me dream of a gd story idea...

hmm....currently i am still in school..
coz later going to meet teacher at 6pm for NDP thggy..
haiz..n i end sch ast 1pm..haiz..
nvm nvm nvm..
hmm....but than i feel like going running..
suddenly so super stress that i wanna go run n run n run all my stress n energy out..




19may monday

today is a fast day..
n tired too...
i was wake up by daddy at 10am who wanna bring me to his fren house to help up on thgs..
lol...
nvm i got abit feel like going there too..
though my heart is thking of my dear coffee prince.
haha...mummy actually tot tt i would be watching coffee prince..
n she is like a bit happy to watch wif me de..
coz she also find some part of it interesting..haha...
but than....
go out..!!..
hmm..i reach there early coz daddy driving ma..
thn he got things to do oso so i whn early to help..
but actually i did help up alot..
haha..

i whn to walk around the house..
the house was re build coz her son wanna it to be moer nice la..
it is really a nice dream house...
wow..

hmm...as usual the adult would always like to talk to me n ask me thgs..
haha..
many ppl was there so i got to ans siome questions like..
where is ur sister..??..
r u the younger sister or the older one..??..
when is ur mother..??..
lol..
thn some of them would said wow...so fast hor..
u grow up le...
lol....



hmm...but thn...
during the day..
n some talking with an adult....
i suddenly learn thgs that i really through....
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life is short..
u really dont know wat would happy to u the next min..

juz like wat happens to china...

but thn there is always thgs tt u would believe...
that u would not forget..

juz like everytime whn i lost my way...

but thn...

u knw..
there is another place that is call home that would help u n protect u wherever u r lost..
n when u r lost..
the light house of the home is always lighted..

to me..
another way to said....
can i said that everyone is actually a light for eveyone or someone..??..
everyone is actually important no matter how much u hate that person...

how short is life tt u really dont know wat would happen to u the next min...??
or wat would happen to the person close to u or u tresure on the next min...??

would ur tears drop if u know that the next min would be the end of the word...??..

or would ur tears drop if u know that u would lost everyone that u tresure on the next min..

wat would u wanna take the last look on if on the next min u would be in the dark that u can't see anythg again..??..

wat would u do???


gd questions..
domt ask me why i emo suddenly..
but than ah..
it is really ture..too ture that i can feel the sadness inside me now...

hope that everyone would be look after by god...
bless everyone pla god...
dont give up on anyone of us..
era re too weak...too furgule....
life is juz to ez to be forgotton..
having or being able to live is so much of happiness....

isit..??...

net in a emo emo thinkging mood....

let the earth turn for some meaning..
but not turn without any meaning ba...

WK05 TO WK01

WEEK05

12 May monday.

week 5 started as fast as it is...
sper fast n too fast la...
lol...

this wk there is 2 assignment on deadline..
fast right....

haiz....my labtop suddenly can not online...
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know y...!!.
haiz...help help..
some one help me ba..
i thk i am dying...haiz...
i dont know wat's wrong wif it...haiz..
my labtop can u stop giving me this problem...!!!!..

this few days i am thking..
life is so simple..
but y does ppl wanna it to de so diff??...
can i go back to my simple life???


Tues13 may
when running today....!!!..

wed14may..
i love my gems class..hhaha..
my head hurts....
lol...

thursday15may
today whn to ACM to do FYP thggy..
thn after tt rush back sch to go running..haha...

fri16may
today got to hand in assignment ...fast right..
hmm...my heads hurt again..
since weds lor..
but it is going to recover soon...!!!...
haha




one of the lesson photo..haha..
forgot wat day..




17may sat
today stun meet up to cook tgt..haha..
fun tot..

18may
yeah sunday..!!!!!...
guess wat all this post is going to be posted today..!!!..
coz i everytime would wrote thn nv post..haha..
dont ask me y..haha..
hmm....today was ok..
watch REM...!!!...
not tt i am still young or wat..
but REM is one of the project tt i do when i was in ITP..
it is so cool to see ur name on tv whn it roll..haha..
lol..
thn after tt watch coffee prince vcd..

some time i am thking..
wat i do wan to be after poly..??..
Lost..
lost..
lost......

AM BEING HATED BY EVERYONE...except one..

WEEK04
monday 05May

monday come again=.=
so super fast..n it is really too super fast...
yup tt's wat i can only said..
today got to thanks uncle jie for helping me carry the eq..haha..
yup it is stupid heavy de lor..haha....
but actually the weigh to me is ok la..it is only that thgs from inside of me is being add on to it thn after that it become heavy..
okok..whatever..
returning of eq took me about 35mins..
stupid long ahaha..
was shock on the amount of eq shin's grp they all borrow..
well shin's grp wat so sure got alot of thgs...is shin leh how can less...
less thn is not shin le lor..haha..
okok..sry shin i really dont mean it..

lesson was some how fun fun..
as we learn how to set thgs up..
after lesson..whn to work more on ECI..
thn after that when on to do ECI assignment..
thn when out of sch to go to Kratos at toa payoh there to see the t-shirt thggy that we would be selling oso for ECI...
bty ECI is my assignment...lol..
hmm..it took us till about 11++pm when we leave the place..
so u know la ah..
how late i reach home..haha...
ZZZZZZzzz....
but it was fun there, n i really really learn alot of thgs there too...
=)

Tuesday 06 May

today is juz another day...
as tot...today is tuesday...ONLY..
n i am so tired...
when to the flower shop after sch with the two other gals..
as tml is our selling day...
hope that tml can really sell gd ah..
haha..
when home super late tt night..
ahhh....

wednesday 07 May - 09 May
selling day for ECI when to sch super early..
n my eyes cant really open..
haiz....my bag was super heavy de lor...lol..
but haf fun selling flowers..haha..
thanks CADC n SSC de club be ppl for all of ur support in buying the flowers..!!!!..

thanks for the rose..!!!!..XD

ben ben's bday...

dont see she ben ok...haha...

my dear camp chief...
stun when to visit him....

all 14 of us give him a rose..
see how touch he is..haha..
get well well my camp chief

too tired...~

super tired~

ohya gems today was fun...
teacher wanna us to draw our childhood n furture..haha..
welll.....wat to said..... ... ...

08may the day 2 for selling..
$$$ seem ok to me..
n i thk we did earn a little...
sales was better thn wat i thk of...
haha...n some times it makes me thk life can be as simple wat...right...haha...
ohya today after selling meet stun for running...long time no run le..
but i run longer distance before i stop today..haha..
hope tt i can keep thm up...

09may is the last day for selling...
last day come so fast..n to said for the past 3 days i have not gone for any lesson but only my gems...
last day le so whn to return thgs tt is being borrow.. n thn finally at an late late late night..
we can all go home..!!!!...

10 May
SAT...!!!...so fast..haha...
morning wake up at 6.30am coz meeting yan yan they all 8.30am at JE for swimming...haha..
long time nv go swimming le sia....
after a long time no rest thggy n after so many thgsd..
a gd swim really wash away all of the sad colour of my life...
an i hope it would really last long..
after that whn to walk walk wif ah yan and aug as ah yan need to take photos in china town..
thn after that when to meet mummy at china town...

saw these cat..cute right..=)

11may..
haooy mummy day mummy!!!
love ya the most..haha..
i did wrap some flowers myself for mummy as mother day gift..hmm..thn today was interesting..
we as a fimally when for an india wedding...
it was super interesting....

today ended..
n this weeks chapter ended as well..
well this wk is an suoer bz wk...n it is such tt i start to thk again..
simple...is life??..
nv really feel the same as before..
but as before i hate ppl to command ppl around...
n esp those ppl who cant have the state to command ppl but on the other hand kept on command ppl....
haiz...

end of my chapter for this wk....



week 03~ 28April to 04 May

i promise myseelf tt i would hope tt i would update my blog ..
haha..
but i nv again...

hmm...am too bz ba..n oso got too many thgs happens..

i have finally some how recover..haha..
yeah....
but i still dont feel like moving...


monday 28april.
april is coming to an end soon, and thgs is starting to pack up.
can feel the stress but can i said there is nothing much to be stree too much about?
NO...!!!..
haha...whatever.


tuesday 29april.
lesson today is for us to talk about our fyp.
but than on the other hand is an self on/off lesson..
i try my best to put in ideas for my fyp..
atleast i know i try..
thn again..
i got a feeling that i am like not that made for this industires...
may be i really should take the choice ba......
2 yrs pass and the thrid is here an i am still thking about it...
i thk i should really thk of not staying after this 3yrs ba...
hmm...should i..


Oh ya today is adeline's bday..!!!..
happy bday my sweet gal!!..=)

mummy oso let us cook our own thggy for dinner today....











wednesday 30 April.

today is the last event for intrerim.!!..
wow super fast sia...
same as the past yrs we got fun..haha...!!..
anyone got more pictures can pass to me..!!..
thaniixx..!!..
while today i try i really try to let myself be more positive...
n i thk i can still take it more..
coz tml is thursday...n it is a holiday..!!!...
wahahaha..
hmm...when home after the event n once again i reach home very late..
late till late late..haha...
the event was a success..!!...
n there goes intrerim..!!..
wishing for the better ahead for my dear cadc...=)


thursday 01 may.
today is wat day..!!!..
today is is wat day..!!!..
yeah...today is holiday...!!!..
cool..??..
hmm..ok la...
i try to rest as much tt i can but i didt...
coz is like yaya..assignment n other more things on n on...

sometimes life is juz liktt...it ended at the point when u didt wan it to end.
sometmies thking tt dead is some afraid. y not thk tt atleast u r in another world.
sometimes ur really dont know when ur life would end n how would it end..
but sometimes it make u hard to believe tt they haf ended it.
blessed.~


Friday 02may.

it is like no mood for sch today.
a holiday ytd make it more n more dont feel like working for today.
it was lucky tt lesson for friday start at 3pm...
wahaha...but it makes u more dont feel like going sch..
i was so boring at home tt i when to sch early thn...=.=
oso boring..haha..
anyway...i become more n more whatever...
ok..
rest rest..

ohya today is last day of intrerim
pass the key...the $$..
n every thg..so fast a yr past...
thn a new intrerim pass...
n a new yr n sec begain..
best wishes..~
support u all all the way...!!!...
haha...

ohya today muz thanks my gd gd emmanual...wahaha..
he help me to passup the form for eq..haha..
thank thank..


my project comm
i am proud of all of u..!!!

ps: can those wif the grp photo send me some...
i dont have project comm de grp photo sia...






the key..
byeSsss~














me n ethel!!!...thank gal..
loVe ya..





sat 03may.
today is a sat...but it is not janet day at all..
do assignment thn after that filming my ceni..
haha..
thank u sis for helping me act...she whn tired halfway so we stop for the day n haf a rest..
after that back to other assignment..
hot day make u dont feel like moving more..
n thn hot night make u can fall asleep..


sun 04may.
today is sunday..n who said sun i can rest de...
haiz...
sun got to continue filming...
after tt finally can rest..wahaha....
but tell u ...i didt rest much..
i got to do other assignment thgs thn after tt i lay there stop moving..
but tot u thk i am not moving..
but thn my brain is working double...
double double...




filming...!!!










week2. (intriem week....)

to me it is a stupid week ba..
on tues i hit my head..
so supppppppppppper pain...lol..
till now i still can feel the pain....

than.....
i fall sick...on wednesday..
when i juz reach sch in the morning.....
haiz...
stupid...fever...
n everythg come in like a set with the fever...
didn really have the energy to move...lol...
when for CA's event than when home to rest..

slp n slp...
n than when sch the next day...

thursday..
when sch today.....tot i am really still not tt feeling well..
my heart really fall n drop...
haiz.. .. ..

some times it feels no one understand

i dont even know why i do the things i do.

it is only till when u saw that ur pillow is wet in the morning.

than u know how u r.

n finally..

you cant take it anymore...

n u would let urself fall.

but there is no one to pull u up.

till then u r lost.

than u know.
u are not needed.

friday.

a sick day too.

i found that i have beeing sick for many many days.

ytd night my fever when high...

was actually happy to see that i am still alive thought i finf no reason to keep myself alive..

hmm...dont actually really feel like coming to sch..

coz i dont have the energy i my heart anymore to move..

WEEK 1.. a normal gal going sch??..

hmm... mayb should i said i missed sch..haha.

atleast at sch u got free time to do thing..haha..

ok....got a full booked week for this weeek..

but dont really feel like blogging about it..

hmm...finally finish the timecode transcript that i need to send to my itp company..

haha..
so finally i could name the sat n sun of that week janet's day...wahahaha..
coz finally it is my day tt i can do wat i wan to do..
n dont need to go thk..haha..
i dont need to hide myself..n i dont need to thk of so many thgs..
which means i can be the true me....
tt is some how being hidden by me due to some thgs for a yr..
n to me.. now i am still thking hidding the true me of it is it a gd choice..??..

Ellson bday...!!!