20may, tuesday

i am currently blogging in sch now.....
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I really dont know wat to blog about today..haha..
coz today come sch for only one lesson..
tt is AS..n it is for us to do our FYP de..lol..
so got lesson n no lesson for now is about the same..

let me tell u all something gd..
hmm...fyp..
the story idea teacher said not tt gd..
so today we thk again for new idea (me n my grp leader)
but thn...haiz..
the idea so ..haiz..
i thk it cant really work..
so wat did we do in the end...
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nothing....
lol..
really stressssssss over it..
it is juz a story idea n we cant settle it..
it is like already wk6 le leh..
n we still can go on to our story idea..
haiz..
how cow brown now...!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh.....
stupid..
so stress so emo..
i am going to go crazy le...

haiz...
plz...let me dream of a gd story idea...

hmm....currently i am still in school..
coz later going to meet teacher at 6pm for NDP thggy..
haiz..n i end sch ast 1pm..haiz..
nvm nvm nvm..
hmm....but than i feel like going running..
suddenly so super stress that i wanna go run n run n run all my stress n energy out..




19may monday

today is a fast day..
n tired too...
i was wake up by daddy at 10am who wanna bring me to his fren house to help up on thgs..
lol...
nvm i got abit feel like going there too..
though my heart is thking of my dear coffee prince.
haha...mummy actually tot tt i would be watching coffee prince..
n she is like a bit happy to watch wif me de..
coz she also find some part of it interesting..haha...
but than....
go out..!!..
hmm..i reach there early coz daddy driving ma..
thn he got things to do oso so i whn early to help..
but actually i did help up alot..
haha..

i whn to walk around the house..
the house was re build coz her son wanna it to be moer nice la..
it is really a nice dream house...
wow..

hmm...as usual the adult would always like to talk to me n ask me thgs..
haha..
many ppl was there so i got to ans siome questions like..
where is ur sister..??..
r u the younger sister or the older one..??..
when is ur mother..??..
lol..
thn some of them would said wow...so fast hor..
u grow up le...
lol....



hmm...but thn...
during the day..
n some talking with an adult....
i suddenly learn thgs that i really through....
....
life is short..
u really dont know wat would happy to u the next min..

juz like wat happens to china...

but thn there is always thgs tt u would believe...
that u would not forget..

juz like everytime whn i lost my way...

but thn...

u knw..
there is another place that is call home that would help u n protect u wherever u r lost..
n when u r lost..
the light house of the home is always lighted..

to me..
another way to said....
can i said that everyone is actually a light for eveyone or someone..??..
everyone is actually important no matter how much u hate that person...

how short is life tt u really dont know wat would happen to u the next min...??
or wat would happen to the person close to u or u tresure on the next min...??

would ur tears drop if u know that the next min would be the end of the word...??..

or would ur tears drop if u know that u would lost everyone that u tresure on the next min..

wat would u wanna take the last look on if on the next min u would be in the dark that u can't see anythg again..??..

wat would u do???


gd questions..
domt ask me why i emo suddenly..
but than ah..
it is really ture..too ture that i can feel the sadness inside me now...

hope that everyone would be look after by god...
bless everyone pla god...
dont give up on anyone of us..
era re too weak...too furgule....
life is juz to ez to be forgotton..
having or being able to live is so much of happiness....

isit..??...

net in a emo emo thinkging mood....

let the earth turn for some meaning..
but not turn without any meaning ba...