WK05 TO WK01

WEEK05

12 May monday.

week 5 started as fast as it is...
sper fast n too fast la...
lol...

this wk there is 2 assignment on deadline..
fast right....

haiz....my labtop suddenly can not online...
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know y...!!.
haiz...help help..
some one help me ba..
i thk i am dying...haiz...
i dont know wat's wrong wif it...haiz..
my labtop can u stop giving me this problem...!!!!..

this few days i am thking..
life is so simple..
but y does ppl wanna it to de so diff??...
can i go back to my simple life???


Tues13 may
when running today....!!!..

wed14may..
i love my gems class..hhaha..
my head hurts....
lol...

thursday15may
today whn to ACM to do FYP thggy..
thn after tt rush back sch to go running..haha...

fri16may
today got to hand in assignment ...fast right..
hmm...my heads hurt again..
since weds lor..
but it is going to recover soon...!!!...
haha




one of the lesson photo..haha..
forgot wat day..




17may sat
today stun meet up to cook tgt..haha..
fun tot..

18may
yeah sunday..!!!!!...
guess wat all this post is going to be posted today..!!!..
coz i everytime would wrote thn nv post..haha..
dont ask me y..haha..
hmm....today was ok..
watch REM...!!!...
not tt i am still young or wat..
but REM is one of the project tt i do when i was in ITP..
it is so cool to see ur name on tv whn it roll..haha..
lol..
thn after tt watch coffee prince vcd..

some time i am thking..
wat i do wan to be after poly..??..
Lost..
lost..
lost......

AM BEING HATED BY EVERYONE...except one..

WEEK04
monday 05May

monday come again=.=
so super fast..n it is really too super fast...
yup tt's wat i can only said..
today got to thanks uncle jie for helping me carry the eq..haha..
yup it is stupid heavy de lor..haha....
but actually the weigh to me is ok la..it is only that thgs from inside of me is being add on to it thn after that it become heavy..
okok..whatever..
returning of eq took me about 35mins..
stupid long ahaha..
was shock on the amount of eq shin's grp they all borrow..
well shin's grp wat so sure got alot of thgs...is shin leh how can less...
less thn is not shin le lor..haha..
okok..sry shin i really dont mean it..

lesson was some how fun fun..
as we learn how to set thgs up..
after lesson..whn to work more on ECI..
thn after that when on to do ECI assignment..
thn when out of sch to go to Kratos at toa payoh there to see the t-shirt thggy that we would be selling oso for ECI...
bty ECI is my assignment...lol..
hmm..it took us till about 11++pm when we leave the place..
so u know la ah..
how late i reach home..haha...
ZZZZZZzzz....
but it was fun there, n i really really learn alot of thgs there too...
=)

Tuesday 06 May

today is juz another day...
as tot...today is tuesday...ONLY..
n i am so tired...
when to the flower shop after sch with the two other gals..
as tml is our selling day...
hope that tml can really sell gd ah..
haha..
when home super late tt night..
ahhh....

wednesday 07 May - 09 May
selling day for ECI when to sch super early..
n my eyes cant really open..
haiz....my bag was super heavy de lor...lol..
but haf fun selling flowers..haha..
thanks CADC n SSC de club be ppl for all of ur support in buying the flowers..!!!!..

thanks for the rose..!!!!..XD

ben ben's bday...

dont see she ben ok...haha...

my dear camp chief...
stun when to visit him....

all 14 of us give him a rose..
see how touch he is..haha..
get well well my camp chief

too tired...~

super tired~

ohya gems today was fun...
teacher wanna us to draw our childhood n furture..haha..
welll.....wat to said..... ... ...

08may the day 2 for selling..
$$$ seem ok to me..
n i thk we did earn a little...
sales was better thn wat i thk of...
haha...n some times it makes me thk life can be as simple wat...right...haha...
ohya today after selling meet stun for running...long time no run le..
but i run longer distance before i stop today..haha..
hope tt i can keep thm up...

09may is the last day for selling...
last day come so fast..n to said for the past 3 days i have not gone for any lesson but only my gems...
last day le so whn to return thgs tt is being borrow.. n thn finally at an late late late night..
we can all go home..!!!!...

10 May
SAT...!!!...so fast..haha...
morning wake up at 6.30am coz meeting yan yan they all 8.30am at JE for swimming...haha..
long time nv go swimming le sia....
after a long time no rest thggy n after so many thgsd..
a gd swim really wash away all of the sad colour of my life...
an i hope it would really last long..
after that whn to walk walk wif ah yan and aug as ah yan need to take photos in china town..
thn after that when to meet mummy at china town...

saw these cat..cute right..=)

11may..
haooy mummy day mummy!!!
love ya the most..haha..
i did wrap some flowers myself for mummy as mother day gift..hmm..thn today was interesting..
we as a fimally when for an india wedding...
it was super interesting....

today ended..
n this weeks chapter ended as well..
well this wk is an suoer bz wk...n it is such tt i start to thk again..
simple...is life??..
nv really feel the same as before..
but as before i hate ppl to command ppl around...
n esp those ppl who cant have the state to command ppl but on the other hand kept on command ppl....
haiz...

end of my chapter for this wk....



week 03~ 28April to 04 May

i promise myseelf tt i would hope tt i would update my blog ..
haha..
but i nv again...

hmm...am too bz ba..n oso got too many thgs happens..

i have finally some how recover..haha..
yeah....
but i still dont feel like moving...


monday 28april.
april is coming to an end soon, and thgs is starting to pack up.
can feel the stress but can i said there is nothing much to be stree too much about?
NO...!!!..
haha...whatever.


tuesday 29april.
lesson today is for us to talk about our fyp.
but than on the other hand is an self on/off lesson..
i try my best to put in ideas for my fyp..
atleast i know i try..
thn again..
i got a feeling that i am like not that made for this industires...
may be i really should take the choice ba......
2 yrs pass and the thrid is here an i am still thking about it...
i thk i should really thk of not staying after this 3yrs ba...
hmm...should i..


Oh ya today is adeline's bday..!!!..
happy bday my sweet gal!!..=)

mummy oso let us cook our own thggy for dinner today....











wednesday 30 April.

today is the last event for intrerim.!!..
wow super fast sia...
same as the past yrs we got fun..haha...!!..
anyone got more pictures can pass to me..!!..
thaniixx..!!..
while today i try i really try to let myself be more positive...
n i thk i can still take it more..
coz tml is thursday...n it is a holiday..!!!...
wahahaha..
hmm...when home after the event n once again i reach home very late..
late till late late..haha...
the event was a success..!!...
n there goes intrerim..!!..
wishing for the better ahead for my dear cadc...=)


thursday 01 may.
today is wat day..!!!..
today is is wat day..!!!..
yeah...today is holiday...!!!..
cool..??..
hmm..ok la...
i try to rest as much tt i can but i didt...
coz is like yaya..assignment n other more things on n on...

sometimes life is juz liktt...it ended at the point when u didt wan it to end.
sometmies thking tt dead is some afraid. y not thk tt atleast u r in another world.
sometimes ur really dont know when ur life would end n how would it end..
but sometimes it make u hard to believe tt they haf ended it.
blessed.~


Friday 02may.

it is like no mood for sch today.
a holiday ytd make it more n more dont feel like working for today.
it was lucky tt lesson for friday start at 3pm...
wahaha...but it makes u more dont feel like going sch..
i was so boring at home tt i when to sch early thn...=.=
oso boring..haha..
anyway...i become more n more whatever...
ok..
rest rest..

ohya today is last day of intrerim
pass the key...the $$..
n every thg..so fast a yr past...
thn a new intrerim pass...
n a new yr n sec begain..
best wishes..~
support u all all the way...!!!...
haha...

ohya today muz thanks my gd gd emmanual...wahaha..
he help me to passup the form for eq..haha..
thank thank..


my project comm
i am proud of all of u..!!!

ps: can those wif the grp photo send me some...
i dont have project comm de grp photo sia...






the key..
byeSsss~














me n ethel!!!...thank gal..
loVe ya..





sat 03may.
today is a sat...but it is not janet day at all..
do assignment thn after that filming my ceni..
haha..
thank u sis for helping me act...she whn tired halfway so we stop for the day n haf a rest..
after that back to other assignment..
hot day make u dont feel like moving more..
n thn hot night make u can fall asleep..


sun 04may.
today is sunday..n who said sun i can rest de...
haiz...
sun got to continue filming...
after tt finally can rest..wahaha....
but tell u ...i didt rest much..
i got to do other assignment thgs thn after tt i lay there stop moving..
but tot u thk i am not moving..
but thn my brain is working double...
double double...




filming...!!!










week2. (intriem week....)

to me it is a stupid week ba..
on tues i hit my head..
so supppppppppppper pain...lol..
till now i still can feel the pain....

than.....
i fall sick...on wednesday..
when i juz reach sch in the morning.....
haiz...
stupid...fever...
n everythg come in like a set with the fever...
didn really have the energy to move...lol...
when for CA's event than when home to rest..

slp n slp...
n than when sch the next day...

thursday..
when sch today.....tot i am really still not tt feeling well..
my heart really fall n drop...
haiz.. .. ..

some times it feels no one understand

i dont even know why i do the things i do.

it is only till when u saw that ur pillow is wet in the morning.

than u know how u r.

n finally..

you cant take it anymore...

n u would let urself fall.

but there is no one to pull u up.

till then u r lost.

than u know.
u are not needed.

friday.

a sick day too.

i found that i have beeing sick for many many days.

ytd night my fever when high...

was actually happy to see that i am still alive thought i finf no reason to keep myself alive..

hmm...dont actually really feel like coming to sch..

coz i dont have the energy i my heart anymore to move..

WEEK 1.. a normal gal going sch??..

hmm... mayb should i said i missed sch..haha.

atleast at sch u got free time to do thing..haha..

ok....got a full booked week for this weeek..

but dont really feel like blogging about it..

hmm...finally finish the timecode transcript that i need to send to my itp company..

haha..
so finally i could name the sat n sun of that week janet's day...wahahaha..
coz finally it is my day tt i can do wat i wan to do..
n dont need to go thk..haha..
i dont need to hide myself..n i dont need to thk of so many thgs..
which means i can be the true me....
tt is some how being hidden by me due to some thgs for a yr..
n to me.. now i am still thking hidding the true me of it is it a gd choice..??..

Ellson bday...!!!