心以累了，吗。。。？？？ 真的。。。？？？

hmm.....again..
a long long time nv post le.....
cos nw every day oso gt to go back sch from 9am to abt 10pm or more thn can go home....
reach home le oso got no energy to move dont said to blog....
haiz...
dont know y i got to work so hard...
but i know iHAVEN do all my part n done enough.....
but some time i really kept asking myself why...!!???!!
for wat...
some time whn i sing some of the club songs i always wan to cry…

泪已流干了。。。。 心也一疲劳。。。所有的荒言都在笑。。。。。
有太多斯伤。。。。口心不能承受。。。。心不能承受。。。
早只道如此。。。。我回头。。。。。。。
。。。

一个人在创伤的时候。。。。按着难以痊愈的伤口。。。。。
究竟应该拼命奋斗还是默默的溜走。。。。
....
我愿在角落里把悲伤留给自己。。。。。

haiz…..
tt's ture...n tt's is wat i really feel...
i know i didt do any thg for the camp...
but i know i have done part of my part....
心以累了。。。。。

haiz....may b i really said too too too much...
i know alot of ppl hate me...or dont like me....
but i got to said on the first day of the meeting i aready said before le..
tt's the real me wat..
haiz...
any way...
after tis camp le thn thk of weather i should stay ba....
c too much of thgs le....
.....
atleast keep nw as a gd memories ba....
atleast do a great camp...!!!!
JIA YOU...!!!
i know n wan to make tis camp a great great one...!!!
n tt's the only aim tt i haf nw tt's giving me the only little source of energy....

haiz...
got to said i m really sry to my close onces....
to my family ......
to my fren...
sry tt i MIA for soooooo long....
n tt i didt keep my promise.......
but after i finish e camp i eould really find all of u de...
really i did rmb those promises....

i really lost touch to the world le...may b one day i die le oso no one wouldl know ba...
haha...

actually tis few bax n wk i felt tt being a person is hard...
do this ppl oso said u wrong...
do tt ppl oso said u wrong...
thn wat is RIGHT????
wat a gd question right...!!!
tt's y i said being a person is sooooo...haiz....

JIA YOU NET!!!!!!!!!!